February 2012
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I love buying people things in secret.
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“Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go...”
– Virginia Woolf
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I’ve also got a yoga class lined up :) and I’m quite looking forward to it. It’s on a Monday evening, and hopefully I’ll be able to not be so self conscious about the prospect of exercising in front of other people that I’ll be able to enjoy it.
Things I need to do tomorrow:
- shower - WORK, I have so much reading to do it is unbelievable - more work
ugh.
“Great writers, I discovered, were not to be bowed down before and worshipped,...”
– Stephen Fry, January 28 2012, The Times, extracted from The Library Book (via meiringens)
Anonymous asked: You talk about having an eating disorder, what kind do you have and how long have you had it?
Anonymous asked: I wouldn't say you're not artistic, because you are, and everybody is interesting, including you, but some people are really suffering deeply from similar sorts of things that you are as well. I know it is the internet, and you have all the freedom to express yourself on here, but perhaps just have some compassion for those also suffering. I'm not saying you don't, I'm...
Anonymous asked: Seriously, what's the point in mentioning something and then refusing to say anything else? I couldn't give a fuck about your 'experience' but people on here obviously do. Attention seeking much? Grow up, you're not artistic or interesting
Anonymous asked: Are you hinting that you're gay?
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there...”
– Frida Kahlo (via elige)
Anonymous asked: I understand, but by alluding to something it causes a worry to your followers. (Well me at least!) I hope you have someone to talk to about what has happened.
Anonymous asked: Worried anyway.
Anonymous asked: What was your experience? Are you OK?
Whilst I do not believe everything happens for a reason, I believe reason can be taken from everything that happens.
Things can seem meaningless and futile until we acknowledge something we have learnt from it, be that something huge, or something small.
I will learn from my experience, but in a good way. In a way that only I will be able to properly understand.
And I am okay. I will be okay.
Anonymous asked: is the baby yours? cuuuuuuuute!
indigopyrithea:
I am grateful for the difficult people in my life, they have shown me who I do not want to be.
Therapy homework is quite difficult, but I think it’s always going to be. You’re not just trying to fix something that’s broken, you’re trying to change the way your mind works. Like learning to walk again when you’re an adult.
I’m so lonely nowadays.
“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your...”
– Franz Kafka (via elige)
Anonymous asked: Also - Giant's Causeway would be excellent for that sort of thing!
Anonymous asked: If you need to chill out I'd really recommend getting one of Gallagher's buses from outside the Europa - nice drive through the countryside, long enough to give you time to think, and it stops in loads of different places in Donegal. It's pretty regular too so you wouldn't get stuck up there. Getting out to the country might help you slow down and take stock, have a few good...
Therapy was good, Sylvia is good, just like she always is.
This is worse than a blip, but hopefully not a relapse. I will be okay.
“It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache...”
– Oriah Mountain Dreamer (via elige)
i’m going to therapy in half an hour, i’m so tired.
i don’t know what’s wrong. only that there’s something wrong.
“People have to go out of their mind before they can come to their senses.”
– Timothy Leary (via wemetinmontauk)
can’t go out for dinner, cried, hit my head a lot, cried and cried and cried.
i am sick and tired of this.
itsasecrettoeverybody asked: What do you mean by eating meat unintentionally? If you do have set backs and fall for temptation.. don't let that stop you. Just continue and in the end ''you'll get it''. It does get easier by time:) It's just to send me questions if you need some vegan tips :-)
“You do not need to change other people; you can change your reaction to them....”
– Orin (via elige)
January 2012
just spent ages binging on my roommates’ food, food i can’t afford to replace, food i feel so guilty about taking.
ugh. this seems to have no end.
