My plan for today:
- go and find something for breakfast. green tea and cranberry juice is not enough, even if your stomach is whooping in glee because it’s not hungry.
- go to see Sylvia. I’m actually really looking forward to this, I’ve missed her a lot. and I’ve got progressively worse in not seeing her. and things with Freddie are strained. and my anxiety is out of control- I’m convinced every single man is trying to rape me, it’s odd.
- after Sylvia, go into town and go to the hairdresser. my sisters decided for my birthday to let me get my hair done, so I need to go and talk to the hairdresser.. originally I wanted to go back to blonde, but my sisters think they won’t do it because my hair already has a lot of crap in it. so I might go back to red.
- then, come home. maybe see my friend for some tea, if I’m feeling up to it.
- later, I just need to cram for this exam tomorrow. badly. I don’t think I’ve ever been less prepared for an exam, and that includes my GCSE Biology.
and then sleep. do an exam. and things will be fine.
